Change

When I was 18, my boyfriend at the time, dumped me.I was UPset, like beyond upset.I cried & cried & made so many excuses for why I got dumped. I thought it was my fault & because I never got a real explanation I was even more confused. A year goes by & I'm a new "gal". I met a guy who was/is a friend of mine, and he came out of no where. He was always my friend, but when things started changing between us...that's what I mean by he came out of no where. Alot of people didn't like that we were together. And what made me want to be with him even more was that, nobody wanted us together. He has taught me alot though. And he teaches me so much, it makes me wonder how did I get to be so lucky. I'm corny and clumsy and dorky and I like to read and I write blogs.lol My words gets twisted when I talk to fast, I tell stories that are only funny to me, and I love him.  and you know people say "getting married" & steps have to be taken ya know. Months can only go by one day at a time. Each day in each month, I'm smiling over something simple that he's done. He has my back. He smiles at my dumb stories. He read my blog. In public we fight because oddly enough, that's how we show our care. When I got dumped, spring 09, I had no idea that I'd be where I am now. I make him cookies and I travel to see him play. 9 months in 10 days. <3 I'm definitely not ready for him to walk out that door, so I definitely will not open for him.